Reflection

Few more hours to go before my paper! kinda drained out already, and i'm neither physically, mentally, emotionally ready for the paper. Yes, been revising and so on, but i guess that doesnt help much. I've been so tired recently, running errands for my dad, which adds to my busy schedule and yup the sleepless nights? I'm just getting used to it.

Everyone around me are facing some problems somehow, emotionally. I dunno, i might just be influence by it or perhaps it just happens to me. Usually in my darkest hours, i have the habit of thinking about things.Maybe that's why i'm more to keeping things to myself, at least most of the time. I realise it's not easy finding someone whom you can pour out to, not because you cant trust the person or anything like that, it's just because everyone is occupied with their stuffs, who will wanna give a damn to your problems? Afterall, most of the time they won't be able to solve your problem. But i think listening is more important than just talking. Due to my work schedules, i seldom find the time to actually meet up with my friends and so on. In fact, recently i just receive a call from a fren of mine, pretty close. She called, told me that i've kinda neglected my friends and so on, which i also agree. I've not been able to meet up my friends, besides those from work, project..etc. Everyday, i just have to reject different people etc, feel kinda bad, but what choice do i have? There's like things that we can't always keep the same like before, that's what i told her. Everyone is living their lifes differently, we've our own things to work for. Nevertheless i still miss the much more relaxed time with my friends, who won't? when things were just fun, laughter and more .. everything gonna change isnt it? well, i guess now i just need to do more socialising... and i really want to.

Later in the afternoon would be all for my cousins, probably at night might meet up with some friends, i guess i need a break. Not from work, but something else too...
Alright, need to go off to meet my dad to pass him stuffs. Happy weekends everyone!

Winamp playing : Travis - Flower in the window